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summer made me blue; summer gave me sky

by heroin party

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it's just - i don't know. it's like - it's like a really good dream that you have and you keep thinking about it. i have a lot of dreams. when i'm awake i have a lot of dreams. all day. when i'm driving. when i'm out. when i'm home. it's all i do - dream about things. i dream about somewhere i could go. i can just be there. i don't know. i dream about a lot of things. mostly when i dream i dream about all the things i've lost, and i think from an early age you have to get used to losing things - cause if you don't, things get really bad all the time. so you have to get used to letting go of things and never getting them back. but that doesn't mean you don't think about all the things you lose still. cause i still do. and i didn't want to lose a lot of the things i lost but i did - i did and it's my fault. i don't know how to make that right - i don't think i could. but i still think about it, and even if i didn't think about it i'd still dream about it and i dream all the time.
monument 02:44
i hear you in the kitchen and i know i should go to the kitchen too. i’m waiting for someone to text me and i’m slowly building machines out of my thoughts. i’m taking advice from people on facebook. i should go join you in the kitchen but i’m busy building this monument; it looms over everything. i can’t get out of bed.
climax 03:03
here in the dark i am strong i beat my fists against your chest and reshape your bones to fit my needs and i'm not going to eat again because food only brings me pain i'm going to be beautiful my body will float above my bed held there with rope and like some summoning ritual from your childhood you'll trace your fingers around each of my ribs and you won't be able to look me in the eye for weeks
adam4adam 04:12
60 year old men crave me ask if they can pay me i try to explain that my cat had to be put down i don’t have the energy ask if they can find me heroin if they know of a generous doctor i try to explain i’m dying i only sleep with 40 year old youth pastors
invite moths into your home
if i cleaned everything would you come back


a drone/ambient collection i wrote and recorded from november 2011 through late october 2012, originally released under the name 'heroin party'
credits from the original bandcamp -
thanks to hayden for the poem in 'adam4adam'
thanks to iphi for lending her voice to 'monument'
thanks to ryan for contributing chord organ to 'things fall out of my life and disappear' and his voice to 'if i cleaned everything'
thanks to caroline for contributing viola and vocals to 'if i cleaned everything'
thanks to abby for cello and vocals on 'if i cleaned everything'
finally, thanks to bryce for the photos used for the cover.
check out more of his photos here pyryte.tumblr.com


released December 31, 2012


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Ricky Eat Acid is Sam Ray - from Baltimore, living in Philadelphia.
Creating new beautiful escapist death- art in quarantine.

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